So this is the place where I carry on about The Elder Scrolls IV Oblivion like it is the greatest thing in the universe. Which of course... it is! This will be about my mods, and my self character Luna.
I recently introduced my new character Suzania that is based on my mom. These are her robes. I don't want to release the character because she is a more personal one, but I worked hard on the robes and thought you guys might enjoy them. So here you go!
The robes are in the Testing Hall, in a box that looks like this:
And here's a bonus picture of Suzania investigating a chicken. Just thought it was cute:
I finally finished updating my Shaman's Equipment mod from 2015. I quite like what I've done with it. Both the male and female versions now have wooden antlers and a necklace with little mushrooms in a jar. The female armor also has a new top and less going on on the arms.
This file will override the previous esp, so if you want to keep the old one, do not download this one.
The picture for the equipment is the old one from the original post. They haven't changed and I'm tired....
I've been saying for sometime that my heath has not been good, and I thought I'd explain what's going on if anyone wants to know. The short answer is that I have such severe allergies that I feel like I constantly have a sinus infection, and break out in a full body rash multiple times a week, and I also have a connective tissue disorder that makes my joints much looser and floppier than they should be. That sounds great (yay flexibility) until I explain that my right hip has been partially dislocating over and over for the last week and I've mainly been in bed with pillows on either side of me to hold my hips in a more healthy and comfortable alignment. Needless to say, it hurts. I had a doctor's appointment yesterday morning and showed my doctor all kinds of ways that my joints move in ways they shouldn't and got tons of blood drawn for testing. I'm 99% sure that I have something called Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, which in the simplest explanation means that my the stuff that makes up my connective tissue isn't made properly by my body.
To help with all of this, I am going to physical therapy to help strengthen my muscles because they are doing the main work of holding my joints in place because my ligaments are to stretchy to do their job. For the allergies I am taking immunotherapy shots to try to slowly desensitize my body to the basically everything in nature ever that I'm allergic to. I got my third set of shots yesterday as well.
Now I'm going back to my bed and my pillows because sitting here is really painful on my hips and I don't want it to slip out of place again. I need a brace, but I need to see my physical therapist about that, and I don't know when I can see her next.
If anyone wants to ask a question about all the stuff I just said, feel free to leave a comment, and I should answer to the best of my ability in a day or so. I hope this cleared up anyone wondering why I'm away for so long at a time and then kind of put out a bunch of stuff at once. When I have a good few days I mod like crazy, but right now I can't stand this chair for any longer.
So to understand where this character came from and why I love her so much, you have to know a little about my mom. My mom has been loosing her sight rapidly sense I was a teenager. She is now legally blind, and only has a bit of peripheral vision left, but she hasn't let it slow her down, and she has just kept on kicking life's ass despite barely being able to see it anymore. She has always been my hero, always been there for me, and always accepted me. Her attitude toward loosing her vision has only made me admire her more.
All this brings me to my character, who I made sort of in honor of my mom. My character is named Suzania after my mom's name Susan, and Suzania is completely blind. While Suzania's reason for blindness is a childhood alchemy accident rather than genetic eye disease, and Suzania's eyes are clouded while my mom's are still green, I still based Suzania's personality off of my mom's and gave her long black hair like my mom as well. My mom uses her last bit of peripheral vision, her trusty white cane, and sometimes a hand on my shoulder to navigate the world, but Suzania uses her innate magical ability to sense the world around her. I installed a night-eye replacer and she has it on constantly to mimic this.
Anyway, here is a picture of Suzania. I didn't model her face after my mom, but her general character is all about her.
A long time ago I made a mod adding steampunk themed clothing for HGEC, and a while later I updated it with a few more outfits. Well, here are a few more. :P I've also made some changes to some of the existing outfits. Outfit 3 has been completely redesigned, as I really didn't like it. Outfit 6 has different boots now, and Outfit 4 has different sleeves and a ruffle across the bust. Anyway, here are some pictures of all of them:
Another minor change is that I moved the box containing all of the items over slightly as I had accidentally put the box for Sadi the Swift's stuff in the same place and the larger Steampunk box had completely hidden Sadi's box.
The model for the outfits is my new Character Suzania, who I will introduce properly soon. She has a special place in my heart for reasons I will explain in her introduction page.
I've fixed the glitch and now I'm here to bring you this lovely new Robert's male body variation. It is meant to resemble the body that some transgender men have. It has a slimmer waist and thicker thighs. I couldn't widen the hips too much without starting an endless battle to realign the upper and lower body seams. So it's not quite as curvy as I was hoping when I started. It's a bit more subtle. Also, I slimmed down the torso at the top, as it seamed to big and muscular once I had slimmed the waist. The file contains two versions. One is circumcised and one isn't. Pick one and drop it into your data folder. I hope you like this small new edition to the body mod world.
I should note that all trans bodies are different, and that many trans men look completely different from this body mod. This is mainly something that I made for Luna because it is what I would end up with post transition if I were thin. Before I gained weight I always had a very defined hourglass shape to my waist and larger hips and butt. Even with hormones and surgery I will probably never be able to completely get rid of that, and that's ok with me. Just had to put that out there. All trans bodies are different.
I've got a few new outfits and a few updates to some old ones sitting in my data folder, but I haven't gotten around to getting the actual esps done yet. I thought I'd give a bit of a preview of what I've been working on. I'm not sure when all these will be released, but they are in the works and will be available eventually.
Updated Shaman Armor:
New Steampunk Outfits:
"Heart of Steam" Outfit for Male and Female:
Updated Alchemist in the Field - Now with Armored Version: