Friday, February 27, 2026

Health Update - February 2026

I have realized that it has been years since I gave a real update on my health. So I figured I should do that. 

For reference, my medical conditions are:

- Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (EDS) - a connective tissue disorder that makes my joints, skin, and blood vessels more stretchy than they should be. This causes frequent partial and occasional full dislocations of my joints and a lot of trouble accessing my veins for drawing blood or placing an IV. 

- Mast Cell Activation Syndrome (MCAS) - a disorder that causes the bodies mast cells (allergy cells) to react to things they wouldn't normally react to. This causes me to have a lot of bad allergic reactions.

- Dysautonomia - a condition that causes my autonomic nervous system to malfunction. Your autonomic nervous system controls the functions of the body that you don't control yourself. In my case, it causes me not to be able to regulate my body temperature properly, and is the cause of my Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome and Gastroparesis.

-  Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome (POTS) - a condition where the heart rate jumps up too high when the person is upright. This can cause dizziness, shortness of breath, and fainting.

- Gastroparesis - a condition where the stomach empties too slowly. This causes nausea and often vomiting. Mine is mild, so I can keep it under control with anti-nausea meds

- Chronic Fatigue Syndrome (CFS) - a condition where you are constantly exhausted and will never feel fully rested no matter how much you rest. Exercise and activities can make it flare up for days.

- Visual Impairment - Difficulty seeing that can't be corrected by glasses and that gets in the way of doing every day stuff 

 

My EDS has been ok. I currently have 3 places on my body that are giving me trouble, one of which has been an issue for years and I'm just used to it. My right shoulder is painful and keeps partially and sometimes fully dislocating. I don't know what I did to my left elbow, but it is also very painful when I move it. And lastly, the issue that has been going on for years, my pelvis goes all crooked and my physical therapist has to realign it every time I see her. It causes a lot of lower back pain. Overall, however, I think my joints are ok. The only brace I'm wearing is an elbow brace, and I don't even wear that most days. Unfortunately, I am struggling with pain control on bad days because I have been told to stop taking one of the pain medications that I took for a couple of years because it was eroding my stomach lining. However that leaves me with only my prescription pain meds that I only get a small amount of to last me 3 months, so I have to be very choosy about when I take them. It's frustrating, but I do have an appointment with a pain management clinic in the next few months, so hopefully they can help me out with that.

My MCAS kind of waxes and wains in it's intensity, I guess. I have a baseline level of reactions that I usually deal with that generally has me taking Benadryl about once a day if I don't leave the house (more if I do), but then I go into theses flares that last about a month where every few days I will go into anaphylaxis (throat swells shut) and I end up in the emergency room. I haven't had a flare in a few months, which is wonderful.

My Dysautonomia/POTS/Gastroparesis are all under control. There really isn't much to do about the temperature regulation issue, but since it's colder outside right now, I often end up taking a warm bath when I get home from an appointment to warm up, or else I'll stay cold for a few hours. My POTS is very well controlled as long as I make sure to take my meds on schedule, and my Gastroparesis is controlled with one or two anti-nausea pills a day. With that I can usually eat however I want once the pills kick in.

Finally, moving on to CFS. This one is a new diagnosis since my last update. I was diagnosed in December of 2023, but have had it since at least 2019. It is what caused my severe leg weakness back then, and still can cause weakness if I overdo it in physical therapy/physically generally. I hate it, but I'm learning to work around it. I set my alarm for 3 hours before I have to leave for appointments so that I can rest in between tasks while getting ready. I use shower wipes a lot of the time instead of taking an actual shower because showering is exhausting. Sadly I have to spend most of my time resting. I can't stand up for very long, and will often end up sleeping the entire next day after going out. I pretty much only leave the house for medical appointments. I spend most of my time either reading fan fiction on days when my eyes are more cooperative, or watching youtube or movies/shows on days when I can't focus my eyes as well.

Thursday, February 19, 2026

Update to Lucky Otis Race Mod

Sometimes when my chronic pain gets too bad for me to be able to concentrate on keeping a character alive in a game, I will slowly work on updating an old mod. In this instance, I decided to work on my Lucky Otis character's mod. I have changed the hood mesh, fixed some clipping on the shirt and gloves, changed the name of the dagger from blunted to sharped, as it is better than a normal iron dagger, and made custom icons. I also changed the .esp name from LunasLuckyOtis.esp to LunasLuckyOtisRace.esp to match my current mod organization as well as changed the file structure. If you want to use the new .esp name, delete the old one first. If you don't want to change it, just change the .esp name back and overwrite the original mod. The change in file structure shouldn't cause any problems, but I suggest you delete the original files or you will have useless duplicate files.

Here is a picture of the new hood mesh.

 Download - Lucky Otis V2

Recommended Mods:

Larsius River Hideout - Lucky Otis's house made by me

PSO - Pickpocket Skill Overhaul - Adds Pickpocket skill separate from the Sneak skill

Monday, December 1, 2025

Christmas Outfits - 2025

The Christmas Outfit mod is officially a tradition now. I plan to make a new outfit every year like I do with the Halloween outfits. This year's outfit comes with the main outfit, a Santa hat, a pair of earrings and a Santa hat with the earrings attached. The earrings are the same as last year's, but silver instead of gold. The hats and earrings take up the tail slot. It also adds equippable nail polish in both red, and red and green versions for both the 2024 outfit and the 2025 outfit. The hat has been adjusted slightly to sit a bit lower on the head for a more natural look for both this year's and the 2024 outfit.

Please delete the meshes for the 2024 outfit if you downloaded it last year and replace them with the ones in this file. They have been slightly edited and renamed to conform to my organization system, as well as the hat edit mentioned earlier.

Anyway, here are the pictures:

2025

 
2024
 
 
On a side note, I am having surgery tomorrow, so it may take me a few days to reply to any comments.

Monday, November 3, 2025

Jeelia-Tora's House: Marsh Reed Hut

I finally got around to making a custom home for my Argonian character, Jeelia-Tora. It is a small hut in the swamps of Blackwood called Marsh Reed Hut because of the cattails that grow nearby. The interior and the area around the hut have had their pathgrids carefully placed so that companions won't get stuck, but there really isn't room in the hut for anyone else, and there is only one bed. There is plenty of storage, as well as a few interactive bits.

The anvil near the door can be activated to repair your equipment. If you don't have a repair hammer, it will temporarily give your one. The hanging herbs will cast the same spell as the Alter of the Nine, but there is no infamy restriction and you can use them as often as you want. The Mortar & Pestle on the alchemy table can be activated to open a static alchemy menu, and the deer skull on the dresser can be activated to open your choice of the spellmaking or enchanting menus. You can fast travel to the hut immediately.










Saturday, November 1, 2025

Luna's Jammies 02 Mod Fix

Hi guys. I made a mistake when I was uploading v2 of my Jammies 02 mod. The mesh paths for the slippers was wrong in the uploaded file. I have fixed it now. I'm so sorry for the mistake. I get really bad brain fog and sometimes I just miss something. Please always let me know when I do that. Thanks to Homer Thompson for letting me know about mistakes in multiple mods. I'm very grateful. I always want my mods to be the best they can be for you guys, but sometimes a just can't concentrate and make an oops.

Here is the link to the fixed version.

Download - Jammies 02 v2.5

The download link on my Lots of Pajamas post has been updated to version 2.5 as well. You can download all 3 of my "Jammies" mods on that post if you want to.

Friday, October 17, 2025

Luna's Floral Stained Glass Amulets

This adds 27 new amulets with a stained glass floral design. Both female and male characters are supported. The meshes are based off of HGEC and Robert's Male bodies, but they are not required. The amulets all have matching icons and ground meshes. They can be found in a respawning purple chest in the Testing Hall. To get there, open the console and type "coc testinghall" without the quotes and you will teleport in. To leave, go through the door to Hawkhaven found on the central pillar and you can fast travel from there.





Friday, October 10, 2025

Honey-Brown Furniture Resource V1.5

Back in 2020, I released a resource of furniture here on this blog and also on the Nexus. Last month someone on the Nexus asked for clutter versions of the smaller items in the resource and I finally got it done. There are now clutter versions of all of the small bathroom and kitchen items, including custom icons. 

I also made small changes to a few meshes and a little bit of the texture file structure. I changed the labels on the bottles of shampoo and conditioner to not actually be sideways, so now the text on the texture doesn't have to be rotated 90 degrees. The textures for the labels have been updated to reflect this. I also changed the handle on the bread basket to be solid wood instead of the basket weave continuing up the handle. I just think it looks better with the particular basket texture I used for this resource. You'll need to overwrite the original files with these new ones for all of the small changes to take effect.

Here are the pictures from the original post for reference:











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Stroti
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Anistar
Aisis
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